Walking with Isis

Greetings Divine Beings!

What an intense time it has been. Since finishing my book, 'The Inner Goddess Makeover' I have had it in the back of my mind that my next quest would be to take the journey of Isis & heal my inner masculine by 're-membering' my masculine selves just as the ancient Mother Goddess, Isis searched for the missing pieces of her husband, Osiris after he was torn from limb to limb & scattered about the countryside by his brother after a family argument. (Which at least makes me feel better about my own dysfunctional family in comparison.) This is also the working title of my next book, 'Re-membering the Inner King: the Journey of Isis'

Well, after opening Pandora's Box in 1996 to meet my inner feminine selves, I arrogantly thought I would be better equipped to lift the lid on the sarcophogus of my inner God...but nothing could be further from the truth. My inner damsel in distress has lifted her head like the 9 headed hydra (the 8th labour encountered by the hero, Hercules as he encounterd his own shadow in the lesson of Scorpio...brought on by the Full Moon in Scorpio on April 21st & continuing it's fight to the death as we now build up to the second round on May 20 when the Full Moon will once again be in the sign of Scorpio!)

So this has played out personally as I faced the reality of life as a self-employed single mother & watched my inner drama queen / femme fatale soar into bouts of fear-based hysteria followed by subsequent operatic meltdowns as she has mercilessly baited in the shadows by my inner patriarch who has been constantly assuring her she needs a man to take care of her or she simply won't survive...making day-to-day functions like facing my responsibilities each morning & getting to kinder on time a Herculean hurdle.

This is humbling to say the least as some of my friends have urged me to read my book again & use my Wise Woman spray in addition to the St John's Wort & Valerian I have been downing to avoid joining the Prozac nation.

I daresay many others are feeling the effects of their own wounded inner male in calipers whose balls have not yet dropped as Capricorn & Pluto continue their astrological dance throughout 2008, urging us to face what is most limiting us in terms of our inner masculine & transform it. And after spending 12 years intently focusing on healing the feminine, my masculine I forgot to add is also deaf, blind & mute.

So, forgive my lack of new age love & light as I wade through my own Socrpionic crap in trout fishing pants...I figure since we're all the one living, breathing organism - if I'm truly honest this may resonate with many of you experiencing similar human foibles.

For those of you in Melbourne, I hope you can join us for our next Full Moon Grail Gathering on May 19 to continue exploring our inner Taurean / Scorpio lessons so we can further anchor harmony within the opposites of our own psyches, making more balanced & harmonious relationships with others possible. For further details visit www.starofishtar.com


Until next time...

May the Gods smile on you & the Goddess gift you grace!
X Tanishka